due to the recession, cost cutting and etc, my roster has been C-R-A-Z-Y lately. working for almost 12 hours everyday and having only 1-2 days of between few days of working straight. urgh. i really dont know what are they trying to prove here? being the jack of all trade isnt enough for them i guess they want us to be like robots kot. to live and die for work. eventho i hate all this "24/7 working" stuff, there's a part of me liking all this shit since im too occupied with work till i have no problems to worry about all those small and little problems of mine. :) stupid, i know. hahaha
just came back from maldives/colombo, sri lanka the other day. i guess because of all the jetlag, night flight and world cup match, ive become a nocturnal sekejap. its funny when im all awake at night but all sleepy around 8am like that. hahahha i would spend all night long watching "i dont know what" till morning and sleep. it took me awhile to regulate my sleeping pattern again. funny.
on the otherside
hencem gave me his "premonition" that i'll end my single life in about 3 months. hahahah cant wait eyy. bestie has moved to Arena Green Apart. along with hencem. :(
went there to have coffee with em. it was all nice and cozy because of the balcony! jealous!!!! :P
btw dah lama x balik shah harlem. rindu porn! hahahah
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
"on my feet i wear two shoes for dancing, dancing to be free..."
a friend asked me "dude why did u decide to stay single all this while? i mean malaysian girls are not good enuf fo you ke?" for the first time i came up with an answer which i felt really really really masuk akal. i sed relationship is messy, time consuming and expensive. i cant even buy what i wanted all this while so why do i think i can afford a relationship? plus those around me yang not single pun caught up in a messy situation which made me less confidence in having a steady relationship. plus i think im happier this way; i have a bestie which i can talk to about everything, friends that i can count on and silver which i can hug whenever im lonely.
update
just finished my airbus class. yup finally. i would say being in a wide body aircraft made me fening-fening sikit. for some reason. maybe its too big for me kot. tak boleh handle. :P *sound sooo wrong in so many ways hahah* walaupun i dapat pening-pening on my SNYs, that doesnt mean i didnt enjoyed my SNYs. to tell you the truth, all those rumors saying bout WB crew are sombong and stuff is totally tipu-tipuan belaka. i enjoyed talking and working with them. nothing much diff than NB crew. semua sama je.
moving on
my car punya milelage is almost to 10K. weeeee. *lameee*
more
nothing much to write about tho. my life hasnt been anymore interesting lately. owh yeah my bestie is going to move to somewhere to be comfirm later. m gonna miss her dearly! shoot shall write agin when i have the idea what to write about... sigh...
update
just finished my airbus class. yup finally. i would say being in a wide body aircraft made me fening-fening sikit. for some reason. maybe its too big for me kot. tak boleh handle. :P *sound sooo wrong in so many ways hahah* walaupun i dapat pening-pening on my SNYs, that doesnt mean i didnt enjoyed my SNYs. to tell you the truth, all those rumors saying bout WB crew are sombong and stuff is totally tipu-tipuan belaka. i enjoyed talking and working with them. nothing much diff than NB crew. semua sama je.
moving on
my car punya milelage is almost to 10K. weeeee. *lameee*
more
nothing much to write about tho. my life hasnt been anymore interesting lately. owh yeah my bestie is going to move to somewhere to be comfirm later. m gonna miss her dearly! shoot shall write agin when i have the idea what to write about... sigh...
Thursday, May 6, 2010
a330 conversion class
1 - kul/lgk/kul/btu/kul
2 - off
3 - 28 a330 conversion class
29 - off
30 - kul/sbw
31 - sbw/kul
owhmefuckingawd! i guess ill be eating sand and drinking air next month. haih eventho im looking forward for this a330 conversion class but can they at least give me a trip ke, tpe one day off ke or anything such. rostering peeps are mean people. sigh. owh well m currently doing my service procedure a.k.a new service delivery (nsd) class. yeah its very much different from 737-400 gccl service since there more people to serve, more personalized service and semakin leceh. the only thing that im wondering, do they really practice as how written in the book or follow each and every guidelines given by CCTS (cabin crew training & standards). its really weird dulu when i was in class i tot i got everything at my fingertips tapi bile go on board things are very much different than what we used to learn in class.
for this a330 conver. class m doin with half of batch 09/09, letticia, hidayah and few others from batch 08/09 and 10/09. yup its good to do this class with new people and stuff but i really miss my 09/09 smoking buddies and especially my bestie! WANIE WHERE ART THOU! CEPAT SIKIT DATANG BUAT RECURRENT! there used to be like all 6 of us would go to the lala land (behind MAA guest house) to smoke and bitch bout everyone. hahahha not to mention the syed session after class where we would study together. i really love that part of me life. eventho masa training i wish that time would speed up tapi bile dah habis, i nak time to rewind itself pulak. haih. anyhow my new found smoking buddies pun not bad jugak lah. hahahhaha
all i can say for now is, KENAPE EQUIPMENT, 1ST MEAL AND 2ND MEAL BERTERABUR!!? NOT TO MENTION ABOUT THE DUTIES & CHECKS LAGI! haih...
2 - off
3 - 28 a330 conversion class
29 - off
30 - kul/sbw
31 - sbw/kul
owhmefuckingawd! i guess ill be eating sand and drinking air next month. haih eventho im looking forward for this a330 conversion class but can they at least give me a trip ke, tpe one day off ke or anything such. rostering peeps are mean people. sigh. owh well m currently doing my service procedure a.k.a new service delivery (nsd) class. yeah its very much different from 737-400 gccl service since there more people to serve, more personalized service and semakin leceh. the only thing that im wondering, do they really practice as how written in the book or follow each and every guidelines given by CCTS (cabin crew training & standards). its really weird dulu when i was in class i tot i got everything at my fingertips tapi bile go on board things are very much different than what we used to learn in class.
for this a330 conver. class m doin with half of batch 09/09, letticia, hidayah and few others from batch 08/09 and 10/09. yup its good to do this class with new people and stuff but i really miss my 09/09 smoking buddies and especially my bestie! WANIE WHERE ART THOU! CEPAT SIKIT DATANG BUAT RECURRENT! there used to be like all 6 of us would go to the lala land (behind MAA guest house) to smoke and bitch bout everyone. hahahha not to mention the syed session after class where we would study together. i really love that part of me life. eventho masa training i wish that time would speed up tapi bile dah habis, i nak time to rewind itself pulak. haih. anyhow my new found smoking buddies pun not bad jugak lah. hahahhaha
all i can say for now is, KENAPE EQUIPMENT, 1ST MEAL AND 2ND MEAL BERTERABUR!!? NOT TO MENTION ABOUT THE DUTIES & CHECKS LAGI! haih...
Sunday, April 18, 2010
superhuman
"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother fuckers reflection..."
yup very true gaga.
i really think there is such thing as second chance (eventho she cheated on me 3 kali k), but i cant. everytime i look at her there's this insecurity feeling, there's this voice telling me "she's using you oniiiiii". someone said i kuat memilih, but the fact is i just not into anyone except her. how can that be? how should i know? so the only way for me to not think about her is work. work like mad. mutual on every chance i get. yeah it cuts both i knoe. the more tired i get, the more depressed i get. tell me about it. smoking alone is no fun anymore since ill be depressed enuf to be not in the mood for anything even kerja. how can one get over someone? tell me...
"im feeling all superhuman you did this to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me..."
owh well im not superhuman anymore chris...
yup very true gaga.
i really think there is such thing as second chance (eventho she cheated on me 3 kali k), but i cant. everytime i look at her there's this insecurity feeling, there's this voice telling me "she's using you oniiiiii". someone said i kuat memilih, but the fact is i just not into anyone except her. how can that be? how should i know? so the only way for me to not think about her is work. work like mad. mutual on every chance i get. yeah it cuts both i knoe. the more tired i get, the more depressed i get. tell me about it. smoking alone is no fun anymore since ill be depressed enuf to be not in the mood for anything even kerja. how can one get over someone? tell me...
"im feeling all superhuman you did this to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me..."
owh well im not superhuman anymore chris...
writers block kah?
its funny whenever im at my second home (where my desktop and internet connection is absence) i get tons of stuff to write about but when im here at home ill be speechless in front of my desktop. take this for instance, ive been depressed (as always) about life, karma and love especially lately and i tend to have deep and dark stuff to write about, but the minute i got home i'll be like "what was i depressed about??". maybe its the "home sweet home" aura, that gave me that feeling of comfort and security.
my job hasnt been so much of travelling since im packed with daily flights this month. i only have 3 nightstops; miri, taipei and kaoshiung. even worst my next month roster is packed with class and offdays ONLY. yup no flights at all (minus my airbus SNY). shit! i cant even tapau aircraft food since i dont have any flight at all. owh well look on the bright side, i can finally mutual for dubai, osaka and sydney flights.
life has been quite interesting tho, finally i can say that ive survived medium haul driving. wee i've leveled up! drove all the way to melaka the other day. went there with wanie, hairul and finaster. ate in jonker, tries the ikan bakar and went up in the taming sari tower a.k.a melaka solero shock! hahha
my job hasnt been so much of travelling since im packed with daily flights this month. i only have 3 nightstops; miri, taipei and kaoshiung. even worst my next month roster is packed with class and offdays ONLY. yup no flights at all (minus my airbus SNY). shit! i cant even tapau aircraft food since i dont have any flight at all. owh well look on the bright side, i can finally mutual for dubai, osaka and sydney flights.
life has been quite interesting tho, finally i can say that ive survived medium haul driving. wee i've leveled up! drove all the way to melaka the other day. went there with wanie, hairul and finaster. ate in jonker, tries the ikan bakar and went up in the taming sari tower a.k.a melaka solero shock! hahha
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