superhuman

"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother fuckers reflection..."

yup very true gaga.

i really think there is such thing as second chance (eventho she cheated on me 3 kali k), but i cant. everytime i look at her there's this insecurity feeling, there's this voice telling me "she's using you oniiiiii". someone said i kuat memilih, but the fact is i just not into anyone except her. how can that be? how should i know? so the only way for me to not think about her is work. work like mad. mutual on every chance i get. yeah it cuts both i knoe. the more tired i get, the more depressed i get. tell me about it. smoking alone is no fun anymore since ill be depressed enuf to be not in the mood for anything even kerja. how can one get over someone? tell me...

"im feeling all superhuman you did this to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me..."

owh well im not superhuman anymore chris...