48 days to go

"no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are where you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise
but don't expect me to be happy for you
and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I don't want your pity... I dont need your pity"

- alesana

last week has been quite hectic. so far i have just finished my induction & dicipline, Company rules & regulation, grooming & deportment, I.M.P.A.C.T, my first exam which i scored 86% *ade score 100% kot cibai tol*, communication skills & voice enrichment, did my crew ID and airport pass, learn how to use "THE" company email and internet crew management system (iCMS) and last but not least our graduation performance is 45% complete cume tinggal the second song and our intro. phew! this pass 17 days of trainning has been killing me; the dance practice after class, studying for examination, announcement stuff *well hey i got RATED for the announcement thinggy which means i can make announcement once i start flying :)*, waking up early eventho tak cukup tito and stuff happen between me and my friends. there is still 48 days of misery, suprises, happiness, hectic-ness, struggling etc to go. hopefully i'll survive till the end. next week i'll be having my security awareness, introduction to aviation, second exam *lets cross our finger guys that we'll do good on this one*, fundamental on hospitality *yeay mari kita belajar bagaimana nak buat bloody mary, presidente, virgin mary etc* and exam part 2 final. basically for this pass 17 days i've been berpegang teguh kepada quote ini "if it's meant to be then it's meant to be". kalo dah usaha punya usaha, tapi tak dapat jugak, kena berserah sahaja la but still i wont lose without a fight aitgh *pantang berundur sebelum kalah* cheewah

moving on

weekend sangat mencemburui aku, pejam celik dah hari ahad. damn! i really miss my days which i always wake up around 3 o'clock and spend the whole day by doing nothing. well kena lah bersusah dahulu sebelum dapat sesuatu yang indah bukan? 

hari ney mother's day, and we *me and my brothers* gave my mum a clinique skin care set. really felt something when we get together and bought a present for her. i think, dier mungkin terharu bukan pasal hadiah tapi kiteorang bertiga get together and bought something for her. :)

and now i was thinking apa nak bagi my "so-called-daddy" for father's day. my mum always says that "blood is thicker than water, no matter what happen in the end he is still your father". do i care? ahahhahaha tgk lah macam mana nanti.

p.s

a. sorry kugilalensa and especially hanin & adi, i couldnt make it for your gig! was busy last minute shopping for mother's day.

b. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CRYSTAL *rujuk pada gambar dibawah*

c. wanie the gold fish, hahhaa sorry kenot buat ending moves gempak-gempak

d. basically due to my company policy, i cant say which company am i trainning for, so i replace the company's name with "THE". *sila rujuk post sebelum ini* hahahha

d. happy mother's day to all the single mother out there that has been struggling and surviving! be strong!

     *happy birthday crystal!*

*our "field trip" hahaha*